|Sunday, September 5th, 2004|
|Instant Karma's Gonna Get You(LOL...you know who I'm talking about)
Yup...looking back on my journal i realize I was so happy then...lol...and then i got shot down like a...like one of them thar' lil clay things them thar' hunters throw in the air...okay...but that was a while ago...so i guess things happen and unhappen and then change but some things you want to change never ever will...like people...lol...oh well...doesnt matter i guess...there is this guy and he has nice hair...but i should really look for more than nice hair...its only caused heartache in the past...lol...but its always nice to have someone pretty to look at...my eyes burn cause i got up to early and i don't like it..im going to church with heather again this morning so thats fun...i like dressing up sometimes...lol..and i have a cool skirt with dots on it...love it i do...oh well...lifes been so so..college is good..its nice seeing people i havent seen in forever...especially the canadian ones...lol...
Okay this makes me soo mad! in one of heathers magazines its says that my horoscope is "use your newfound chattiness to say something whitty when you end up standing in line at 7-eleven next to your hot neighbor" .....first of all..i have no hot neighbors...unless you count when old j.d. down the road cuts his grass promptly at 11:30 every monday..and second of all the closest 7-11 is like....an half an hour away...so it kinda is not true...i hate YM and the false hopes they give me...my "lucky" days are the 11, 19, 24....right...of october...why do i care now..its september...oh well...Heather sleeps a long time...he he he...i guess the fact she stayed up close to 42 hours isnt helping her out right now...
well...my journey in this entry has come to an end...leave me comments...phone numbers...pictures if you are hot..or have nice hair...lol...not really...(Maybe the nice hair pics...lol...)
Amanda Current Mood: sleepy
|Friday, May 21st, 2004|
|Dating and Scouting for a guy...who is nice...and hot...and plays ulitmate frisbee!
Well...If anybody reads this then HI!...Z.J. called me last night!!! holy cow...I got so scared that we wouldn't have anything to talk about...but it went really well...I like his but I'm not going to rush things becauase he is just about the hottest guy I have ever met...and he is sweet and funny and he has the most wonderful hair...oh well...Maybe I'll see him this weekend....I'm going to 3rd period now...bye Current Mood: excited
|Monday, May 3rd, 2004|
To jessica- why would you even send me a comment if you didn't want me to know. Okay? If you are going to say something say...Don't pretend like you are going to say something if you aren't.....
Well...Life is good....Dustin Barnes and i are dating...and he is so much fun...and he is almost 19 so I'm happy and I don't care about people and there stupid comments anymore...because I am a fragile person and it hurts my feelings....so think before you talk...or type. Current Mood: confused
|Friday, April 16th, 2004|
|Friday, a day when I can go home and not see all of these stupid people for two whole days
Well, things are going. And I guess that's good because if they weren't then I suppose that would be bad. I have a problem with going on and on and on....Oh well. Tomorrow I'm spending the night with Jenna so that will be fun and on monday there is a soccer game...Hooray. Here lately I have no energy and I really just don't feel like doing anything at all. I'm so lazy and I don't like doing anything that doesn't have to do with friends, boys, or boyfriends. Josh and I are doing good although he is mean to me and he trys to cut me with his watch. Prom is only a week away so I have a lot of stuff to do. 1. Get shoes that fit 2. Do some final dress alterations 3. Maybe get my nails done and 4. Laugh at Josh in his ugly baby blue tux...it's actually periwinkle but that sounds really gay. I need money too...*gasp*...suppose I will be bumming off mum and bob one more time...Oh well, what are teenagers for anywho.
Well, at the soccer game yesterday I had a very funny experience. There was this canadian sounding lady from the other team yelled "Now where is the ref on that call, ehh?"...lol...it was so funny. Oh well...I guess I'm going to go eat now...Much love.. Current Mood: blah
|Tuesday, April 6th, 2004|
|Prom is near...
I'm glad I'm going to prom with someone who is really nice and someone I will have fun with. I can't wait to see him in his new periwinkle tux...lol...My little freshman date...lol...Soccer game today shall be fun...And I am over **** and I'm okay because I have Josh now...But he is just so confusing and I don't really understand the way he thinks...He is interesting though...and I like it... Current Mood: happy
|Monday, March 29th, 2004|
My phone is dead...literally. It was hit by a very big automobile. I'm sad...and it is dead...and I have stickers....!! Current Mood: crappy
|Friday, March 19th, 2004|
|Here Goes Nothing...
First of all... Tommy I don't think we should "date" anymore. I like you fine and all but... I dunno...Lets say...that if you liked someone else, would you break things off?...I kinda like this guy you see, and we kinda go way back and I don't know...He kinda said he liked me too and I don't want to get my hopes up...but I have liked him for a long time...and I would get to see him more and...I dunno...This makes me an awful person breaking things off like this and everything...but I can't ever seem to get a hold of you.(Like the way you didn't call me last night!) I didn't know what else to do but be honest. I should have told you way before...So I guess that I am a bad person. I still want to talk to you because you are super funny but I dunno...I just can't lie to you or myself any longer...I still want to be friends(Honestly, I'm not just saying that....It's sounds trite but I really mean it. I love hanging out with you) Please don't be too upset...I am a loser....so it's no big deal. And not only are you going to hate me but Gerilyn too....I'm so sorry....Please....Don't hate me...Because I do care. Sorry again for all of this...I'm so sorry... Current Mood: scared
|Thursday, March 18th, 2004|
Heeeey Tommy...hey, I have to go home today because my brother's track meet is in Shelbyville...so...maybe I could see you tomorrow?...uhm, I suppose we need to talk sometime... Current Mood: blah
|Wednesday, March 17th, 2004|
|Party+Me=Happy Fun Time
St. Patty's day is a good day. Lucky charms are good. Did you get my messages tommy? I guess I'll see you today...with Nathan? Uhm...well...i spilled Dr.Pepper all over my crotch...nice movie...(I'm so gay)...So...Uhm...once there was this kid...and he was too young and then this girl was like...your too young and then they were sad...and I was sad...what a sad story....maybe in a couple of years...lol...lol....dear lord...I'm so stupid...I give up! Maybe I need to stop talking to myself.... Current Mood: weird
|Tuesday, March 16th, 2004|
|Should I be Mad At You?
Tommy's Picture scares Amanda Greatly...He should change it to a picture of a cute little koala. I'm not mad at you tommy...lol...I was grounded...You worry too much...I don't get to write too much but when I do have time it's usually somthing really stupid...I got all my senior what not today. It's kinda sad...and I want Sonic...Yum...I'm confused...Oh well...I'm going to go and talk to myself now... Current Mood: confused
|Friday, March 12th, 2004|
|I Need A New Sweater...
So I get to school and I see that the sweater I was wearing had ice cream on it...that had to be at least 3 weeks old...Pretty Gross...I suppose that I am a bit of a dork this morning...The morning started off pretty good though…Tommy left me a message and sang to me…*Sigh*…(It’s about time you sing to me)…Then Jessica wrote to me in her journal and I felt all special…*insert cheesy smile * Jessica you are great! And I still love you! I'm sorry that we haven't been the best of friends this year but maybe we will get closer since we will be going to college together.
Heather finally seems to be in a better mood…lol…thank god…and even Becky is happy….It must be Friday! I wish Tommy would wake up and read this…that would make me very happy…but he went out on the town last night and may not wake up in time to come and pick me up for school today…I guess I will be okay…But he made me feel bad last night and now his parents are going to hate me and it’s all because I’m a girl. :( No Girls allowed in the house…blah, blah, blah…School is so boring and I’m really glad that it is Friday. If it were Tuesday I would have to cry…or skip school…or both. My aunt is coming to town this weekend which means maybe I will get to go to the “Lobster that is Red”…a.k.a. The Red Lobster.
****This is a subliminal message to Tommy…. “Wow, you are such a great guy….oh…and you have a CD burner… Did I ever tell you about the time I had this Beatle CD called Rubber Soul and it got smashed into a thousand pieces?…Wow….that was sad…I REALLY wish I had that CD again….*tear*…You are a really great guy….LOL….****
I will write more later, I guess...Bye....and write me comments...I'm bored... Current Mood: geeky
|Thursday, March 11th, 2004|
Lunch is in 3 minutes...So hungry...Need food... Current Mood: hungry
|I have a Journal! and I am Cold....
Hooray...Now I'm cool just like Becky. (not!) It's almost lunch time and the newspaper room is so cold. I think I'm about to go to lunch. Maybe Tommy will write me...Oh...Guess I should give him my little name. That would probably help some. I hope he comes to pick me up today(Please don't forget about me...I hate staying at school:(...) SOmeone send me a comment....I'm bored.... Current Mood: cold